I Have Lost Faith In You
For the Malayalam version, Nashta Viswasikal, click here.
Like the unknown future
stretches this narrow, winding path
over this lonely riverbank.
Along this way uphill
in this dark and gloomy night
walk the two of us.
We have walked through
this incense-filled atmosphere
searching for truth but never finding it.
With lighted candles in hands
we prayed through the nights
on bended knees, counting beads.
We saw all those who said:
‘This is the one and only way’
fighting and falling on their way.
We saw the broken wings of love
as we went along this path
with no beginning or end.
Like shattered dreams
that went to sleep
the temple-lamps have died.
Searching for the Gods
who never open their eyes
we wandered in the dark.
The idols you built
from the five holy metals
have fallen to the ground and broke.
Ages slept through the nights
never wiping the tears
of the downtrodden.
Who made the rules
that justify the oppression
of fellow human beings?
How was it possible for you
to sleep silently through
these dark and gloomy nights?
Your laws prevent me
reaching my full potentials;
Did you ever raise your voice in protest?
No wonder, I have lost faith in you
and your social justice
and all that you say, you hold so high.
13.1.1997
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